New life

First i thought i was having a great fun, but ended i blew everything up.
Everything i did, i done its all a waste.
Frankly, I'm not the type of prefect girl that everybody wants.
I'm a normal and randomly out of focus girl.
Even, bad in me starting to be good.
The past I've done, i regret.
And I'm hoping that God gave me a second chance to lead my life in a good and respected way.
Ive done shame to myself and i done many shame to my pride.
I'm not going to do it again, cause even Bad person has their Good side in their lives.
And I'm living my Good and for Good side of mine.
May God bless me. Amin