Two in One??

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOVING YOU.

Im caught in two.
Trying to have double chips im having a double fits.
Shut up its the best way to get your cookie in bed.
Bummer, i still have a curfew that last me a year.

Im not good at words or face to face.
But i know im goog at making smiling.
Smile brings joy to your life.
As for now, trouble keep finding me, but still im SMILNG.
=D

18 birthday!

And now Im LEGALLY 18 years old girl. =D
Not much i wanna say, but a big,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIN KOBAIN !!
I LOVE MYSELF AND I'M GETTING MOTORBIKE LICENSE !!
Oh, i can even help my friend to buy some ciggies. Haha !!
And im not afraid to show them my IC !!
OMG this is so fucking fun !! And gettting to watch M18 movies !!
Yeah !! I feel so GOOD !!
:D

18 and LIFE I GOT IT !!
18 and LIFE YOU KNOW !!

Please god...

*I WISH I'M A RICH KID, BUT NOT SPOILED.*

Went for the first trail at Fitness First.
It was awesome damn awesome!!
The have steaming room and a sauna room plus!
Its a HIGH-END gym you can get!
The toilet was so expensive and beautiful! Damn!
But, i only there for 5days free trail.
After that, good bye. UNLESS! IM A MEMBER!
Fuck, only i could get $193 just for the joining fee, admin fee plus the month fee.
Then after that every month i just have to pay $88 !!

GOD! I NEED A JOB I NEED MONEY!!
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!!
ARGH!!

Sandra Bullock

Sandra Bullock.

Love her and love to watch her acting.
So beautiful yet so soft and funny.
Wish i was like her.
Too bad im not White or with Natural Coloured hair.
Damn!

But still, im Ain with respect or without.
I dont care cause I AM WHO I AM.
Truth: I only respect to those who i love or like.
Im not arrogant just that i forgive(sarcastically) and never forget.
That is who i am.

What a shape

Look what i've found in my dusty email!!

Me and my friends!!
And look how happy and crazy we were when we're young!!
Plus look at them and me when we are still IN SHAPE!!

Look how skinny i was??!!
Fuck what did i do to became this fat??!!
JUST LOOK AT ME!! DAMN!

Milky guy

Andrew Shim

Love his sideburn, love those lips.
I should admit, i prefer those trad skins rather than sharp skin.
They are more good looking and better clothing.
Can say, their dressing abit like Mods.
But who care, my guy is a Trad Skin.
Love him.

Louie, Louie.

Ain Bean Kobain

Irritated i get when my mum's POSB cant get the money out.
Fish! Whats wrong?
But in the end, got the money and got POPEYE!
Hungry thought, but im full while eating.
Trying to control my eating and food.
Support me while im trying to get my shape back.
Thanks.

What i do is what i earn for.
Trying hard is the best for everything.
Too much thinking crush my head in the sink.
Toodles is what im going to say next.
Amigos!