Seriously, Fucked.

Fuck you for lying to me.
Fuck you for knowing nothing about me.
Fuck you for being too kind.

Fuck me for being fucking friendly
And fuck me for killing my shit up again.

Sometimes i wish that walls can speak back to me.
I feel that talking to humans are wasting my time, some humans.
I wish Tommy is with me right now and if he's still alive, i bet my life will be cats and mice's again.
I miss him. And i feel damn regret for not taking him with me.
Blame it on my Grandfather. He probably hates animals i guess?
But seriously, if my family didn't moved here.
I think Tommy would love it and so do i.
Well, blame my dad and blame my Step fucking Mother.
Don't ask, its a never ending story. Sheesh.
And now,
I don't know why i feel so emotional nowadays.
Maybe i never let or tell anyone what i kept inside me and who i really am.
I guess im a loner or a egoist who will never change the attitude that been pissing everyone around.
Maybe what he said to me is true.
I never listen to my heart all i do is getting mad and let everything out on him.
And one damn hot tempered bitch.
But seriously, when comes to relationship, i suck.
But when comes to friendship, i rock.
Maybe i have the power of two personalities?
Hmm. But all i know that im good at acting.
In real life not on television.
But only one thing i know myself is that,
If you try to piss me off or better, find fault with me or my love ones..
Im so going to make you pee in your pants or skirts if you're a girl.
Even i can make your life fucking miserable and please, dont think that i am a girl that you think you can pushed me around.
But for your information girl like me never stand a chance.
So mark my words.