The FAT STONE

I never thought my life will be so stone.
But in fact it is. I felt that whatever im doing it will be so slow.
Well, maybe i am slow at some things but come to defeat, im not.
Not just drugs makes us feel relax. Listening to soft and instrumentals songs make you chill.
Im here to let out what is keeping my mind from blocking.
Maybe its the fats that im having? Or just stress cause im stuck.
I guess its the fats that im facing now. I dont know why its so hard to move my fats away.
I tried dieting and yeah i dont eat much food nowdays.
But i just realize that i am fat and always have been fat.
Maybe its just my baby fats that havent been moved ages ago.
Dang it!

Pain and brain

Longer i live the longer sins come and never go.
Its always been me. Too many hatred lives within me.
I scream thousand of name but none sounded.
I've gone hundreds times but only a reason why i stayed.
Not too much of fame but fame is not what i needed.
Lips kept on moving but in the end it need a charge.
Those smells i've been smelling it still kept continue playing in my mind.
But only two im asking.
Meditate my pain & Heal my brain.